The February Blues....

I have had a really awful week. It is the 4th anniversary of my darling Chloe's stillbirth and I am just devastated all over again, time makes it more bearable, that's all. It does'nt make it easier to look at her photos or to think of that day, nothing can change that. Stu and I are believing for our babies that will one day be ours so my faith is as strong as ever, it's just that my heart has a few chips out of it and I still have the occasional "sad" day but I always know there is someone else worse off than me

Stu ended up in hospital with severe food poisoning as well, on a drip with fluids and IV Morphine so there I was sitting next to him , no sleep, mind worrying but all the time knowing that God is in control and that's the most comforting thought - to know there is nothing I can do to change any of these things I simply have to let God's plan for our lives unfold the way in which he has planned!! I certainly intend to enjoy the rest of this journey...